When in Life

When in life I wanted to convey
Lost I was for those thoughts
When I wanted to say something
Lost I was for those words

It was a paradigm shift for me
It was a sea of change
Lost I was to learn the way
You wanted me to convey

It is my love for you today
That holds me by the bay
It is my love for your being
That hold me from fleeing

It is all about love and care
That I wanted to convey and share
But you never showed that willingness
To listen to me with promptness

Whenever I wanted to convey
I never found my way
To be next to you my love
To be in your arms to say!!