Future Why are you Suddenly Dark

Sitting with my Soul I was crying it foul Becacuse I dunno why Today I am too shy I am shy for my future That my Past has to nurture But the future is not showing Its all dark not glowing What mistake I made If you tell I would be glade I asked my own life Why showing me the knife Life came with own explanations Full of various esclamations But still failed to mark Why my future seems to be Dark